Take a hike winter

I am very cognizant of the fact that although I started this blog with the best of intentions, I am spread too thin these days to post as often as I would like. I am keeping a log of my training and nutrition on precisionnutrition.com and with daily posting there, training 4 days a week (yay, that's a check mark for the entry "Get back to training 4-5 times a week " on my list of 40). Got myself a trainer - interesting relationship really, we've never met face-to-face, it's a distance program where he keeps track of my training and diet based on the updates (including girth and weight PLUS photos), and he writes my training plan. He's been keeping tabs on my nutrition too, the bit I'm having SERIOUS trouble with. Sigh, why must everything that makes me happy (in the way of food and alcohol) be bad for me? I continue the battle, knowing that this for me is the greatest struggle, but keeping at it because I wanna turn 40 looking fan-freakin-tastic.

Right now I should be working on my presentation paper for this week's conference in Nassau, but so don't feel like it. This is taking procrastination to higher heights. Just got back from seeing "Rambo" with my partner in procrastination, Craig. Good procrastination flick - he goes to Burma, blows shit up, the end. Good old John Rambo. Kinda sorta looks the same as he did THIRTY YEARS AGO...yay for growth hormones (eeeeeewwwww).

Fell into this weekend in a bit of a funk - think I have had enough of winter, but also think I have become a Valentine scrooge...sad isn't it? I didn't feel any kind of distress or whatever about the whole Valentine thing coming and going, but the fact that I was in a funk immediately after, suggests that...yuck, I don't wanna be a bitter, grouchy spinster, gotta fix that, but I think I really want to end this period of singledom.